It's today... It has to be

So I'm getting ready for class but just want to say how much my heart wants to burst. I'm going on a mission the call is on its way, in fact it may already be in Rexburg. I'm having heart palpitations. Where does the Lord need me? Where will I come to love and live for the next year and a half? When will I report to the MTC? Where will I report? Questions racing through my head yet a peace is with me in knowing the Lord knows my strengths and weaknesses and the place where those weaknesses will become strength by His power. This is a critical event that will take me out into the dark. The Lord will be with me but it is my unknown. I'm glad that I have faith to lead me. I'm ready to sacrifice it all. I can't wait but I can't disappoint the Lord by disregarding the education He blessed me with so this is where I end. Headed to class. I am going to pay attention, I am going to pay attention, I am going to pay attention...